looking glass

By the way,
remember that friend I had?
The friend who died?
I realised today, she didn't die;
she was only hiding!
I heard her giggling behind me.
Of course, you idiot! Of course I looked!
But she was too quick for me.
And too clever too!
She disguised herself as a tangerine candle!
I didn't know she could do that.
Did you? 'Cos you could have told me.
It's okay, though.
I blew it out the second I realised.
She was cool with it. It's a lame game anyway.
And it's slack too, hey.
Anyhow guys, don't die okay?
It's getting tiring,
It's getting really tiring 
all this checking behind everything